Love In Idleness

Wishing...Wanting..Hoping..
As he walked towards me..
Unaware..Innocent...

Dreams..Fantasy..Wonderment..
As he walks past me..
Unaware..Innocent..

Where are you?
In my hour of need..
Just this once..be there..
Just this once..for my greed..

Your nectar..though I shall not drink..
Will quench my thirst...
And forever will I be indebted..
To you..forever..

But is it moral?
Is it right?
Will the love be true?
Forever survive..

Someday..The Dian's Bud..
Shall prevail..
And the truth..
Evident..

Someday..Someday..


P.S. Any queries regarding this post are not welcome..!>:P Just get it..or get lost! :P

No More...

No more can I confess my lies,
No more can I show off I'm wise
No more can my temper rise,
No more can I apologise.

No more can I live the day through,
Yes its true. Oh... I miss you.

No more will our destinies collide,
No more for me will you decide.
No more will you advocate my case,
No more will I see your face.

No more can I live the day through,
Yes its true. Oh... I miss you.

No more will you hold my hand,
No more by me will you stand.
No more kisses on my cheek,
No more support when I'm weak.

No more can I live the day through,
Yes its true. Oh... I miss you.

On Top Of The World

Well....yah...I am Bathophbic...na not afraid of baths re...VERY afraid of depths...
Everytime i look down from the top of my 8 floor building...I feel like I am goin down now!
Miraculously I am safe so far...! :P

Recently I had been to Nashik..( Akka enjoyed her freedom)
We did loads of things there...(for further details contact: "me" personally ;)) )
One of them being...scaling...Pandavlene..(lene = Caves) ....But its a huge hill...trust me on this..(like you have an option)

Getting to the point...(which I keep missing!) ...

It was early morning when we left home for the trek...( ok..not so early...we are all lazy!! )
All fired up (read: damn sleepy :P )...Until the caves...There are 180...no...190...no..200...uh..whatever number of steps...but we took the trek route...and were there pretty soon...
After the caves to the top...there are no steps...Just plain rocks..! (here I do not mean that "just plain" rocks...I mean there were only rocks...rocks is a noun not a verb here...:P)

The hardest part here being right after the caves there is this huge rock we have to climb...with very little support...one grip lost equals one life lost...somehow...I convinced myself not to look down...and made it quite easily...

Then the trip to the top was quite tiring...and I might as well say boring for people unlike me...
For me every step up was a new challenge..a new adventure...
I made it to the top...and guess what...I was the one to reach first...(Credits : I had to pester my monkey cousin Gaurang to lemme go first...coz' on his own he can go up and down the pandavlene in half an hour...Thanks Gondu :-*)

At the top...It was amazing...Like all the fear had been sucked out of me...I had been here before...but this time was different...This time..I had done it all on my own...


The air was cool and fresh...the entire city of Nashik...in its perfect miniature form...People below...And eagles hovering above....And the best scenery eva'! I also clicked some pics...(CRITICISM NOT WELCOME!)





I'm telling you guys...Up there I felt like a kid! Like everything is bright and sunny...No results tension...No admission tension...I forgot all my troubles....I felt like I had a new life...A better life...(bored you enough! I know.. )

I felt like living there forever! (Akka even wanted me to do that..! )

On my way back...I felt so happy...so energized..so fresh....
It was one experience I can never forget...so it comes up on my blog...!

Catch ya later then...C ya!

I'll Be There...

Got all senti-MENTAL so wrote it down..
To All The Wonderful People In My Life...


When all world's lonely
And life seems unfair
Don't worry dear
I'll be there

When truth really hurts
And the lies impair
Hear not another word coz
I'll be there

When the love is lost
And there is complete dispair
I'll give you my hand..trust me..
I'll be there

When tough times come
And things go beyond repair
We'll start over together
I'll be there

When trouble seems to mount
And you tear your hair
I'll not let you go bald
I'll be there

When you feel all alone
No matter when or where
Just think of me..once..and..
I'll be there

I'll be there forever dear
Wont let you ever fear
Shall not let you shed a tear
When you need me I'll always be near

What the world thinks
I do not care
All I promise is that
I'll be there..


Love,
Shruti

Hope @ Heart

All world is my enemy
'I' am my biggest foe
Nowhere have I been so far
Nowhere can I go

My wings have been cut
And my strengths all shattered
My companions betrayed me
Power is all that mattered

Now as I look around me
Frowns are all I see
I look for a reason
A reason for me to be

Kill me..!! Why dont you?
Have I anything left?
I have nothing to give or to take
Nothing that I gave or kept

My soul is now scarred
My Mind is ever worried
Feelings are now scared
Deep inside buried

Drowning in this flood
Of pain and sorrow
All i have is a heart with Hope
A Hope of a better tomorrow.

Dont Read It!

well....hello...again...(oh! u have loads of patience!)
hmm....
let me start straight away...
how many of u feel that you love your partner more than he/she does?
or do you feel the other person is overdoing it...?
well...here is your answer (well ofcourse according to me!)

in every relationship....
there is a partner who loves more and the other who loves less...
the partner who loves more takes control of the relationship and the other...well...loves...

now to see from both angles....
the person who loves less gets control of the relationship but misses out on that happiness and joy of love...
the person who loves more gets this happiness...but with it comes all the sorrow...you should know what i mean...afterall the other person loves you less!!! (duh!!)

so if you win some you loose some....all comes down to a CYPHER!
thats the rule of LOVE....

and as the relationship progresses...sometimes...the person who loves less gradually starts loving more...and who loves more...well....his/her love...you know.....recedes with the tears....
now the time when they are at equilibrium are our happiest moments....
and when its reversed thats when comes the "break-up" time !

now no matter how much you love your partner..you cannot change this truth...
its the way it is...
so ask not for freedom from this bond or you will have it...

for all those people who read this patiently "thank you very much..your comments are welcome!!"

for all those people who read it and didnt like it...or completely disagree with it...or are bored to death..."the title of the post was just meant for you" :D

toodles....!